This one doesn't have a name

This one doesn't Have a name.

Crammed inside
deep inside me
in my life
cracked between
the right and
wrong
who woulda thought
something isn't worth caring for
as much
as i cared about you
laughing is over rated
and ratings are opinionated
live day by day
become sedated
molding into who i was
when i wasn't who i wanted to be
being who i am
is something i plan to achieve
so slide into the home plate
on the third strike, of the night
being wrong today makes it right
so right me good, and wrong me never
i want to hear I'm the best ever.
my hearts a pulley and your the lever
so pull me, and make me work,
you just gotta feel me better.