i am not to fear.

here i am, sitting here
you'd think the connection
was crystal clear
you'd think my intentions
are not to fear
but i am wrong

i walk this path
waiting for something
i walk this road
my heart beat is pumping
tired of putting everything i am
into something that ends up
falling through the cracks of my hands.

i see the pain your mind inflicts
i see the time you waste on this.
i see that you don't see who i am
or who i'd be in the world you seek.

i have tried my entire life
i have tried for all things
i felt we're right
i have been pushed aside
too many times
so here i sit
the idea is clear
your smoking it up
and it isn't me you should fear.
find me a heart ache
and ill know it well.
you won't let me help you
pull you out of this hell.

here i am, sitting here
you'd think the connection
was crystal clear
you'd think my intentions
are not to fear
but i am wrong.

-C.MacGinnis
6/17/10

Light as a Feather

Light as a Feather

Cascade into me
show me all that you know
grasp my body tight
keep me impervious
through the dead of
night

Concentrate my soul
only rays of purity
the verity of who we used to be
the fact of who we're meant to be.
maybe we're meant to be together.
for our sanity.

Harmonious adventures
seek us pleasure
Extraordinary we are
light as a feather.

Irrevocable before i met you
unsure of what to do
Now you have fallen in with me
into the land we have brought light to.

Let's reside here blissfully
never worried about worldly things
never wondering what each other thinks
only realizing having one another
is a dive into bona fide ecstasy.

Harmonious adventures
seek us pleasure
Extraordinary we are
light as a feather.

6/4/10
C.MacGinnis