If Only 8-23

If Only
8/23

Rest assure
i have no feeling
left numb and alone
it can't be healing.

he can't care for me
like i care for him
so he gave up
it came to an end.
wishing for a second chance
turn around
start over again.

deserted by anyone
i get close to
anyone i get comfortable with
left to be alone
left for dead.
some things are better left
unsaid...

tears are gone
sadness reaps
if only the one i care for
i could keep.
if only..he could see.
if only.
-Crystal MacGinnis