Holding Tighter

Holding Tighter
8/15/06

The minute you let go
i held on a little tighter
the minute you burnt out
i became your lighter
to spark the flame

the minute i thought you were lost
i never stopped looking.
the second i layed eyes on you
i knew what i would go through
for someone in my life
like you..

You fill in the holes
i always avoided
i went around them
and drowned in them
in tears of regret

with every moment passed
it built up a little more
of hatred and stupidity
because i led the reputation
of being a stupid whore.

thats not who i am
or who i'll ever be
now that i found you
i will never leave

i care too much
i could never let go
when your grasp gets lighter
i will only hold on tighter
until my life fades
into off whites and grays.
..and ill still be holding on.
living day by day.

-Ginnies