Fast Track

Fast Track
1/19/11

This is a story
about a girl
who never cared
about the world

she never thought
of the pain
she cause the people
standing in her rain

consequences
never mattered
and the girl
never cared to bother

shes on a one way
fast track journey
never looking back
a one way
fast track journey
never looking back

a story of a girl
who gave him her world
he bruised the very thought
and it never mattered
and the girl
never cared to bother

shes on a one way
fast track journey
never looking back
a one way fast track
journey
never looking back

that girl learned
how to be a woman
never taking no
as an answer
she took all her chances
make due with circumstances
finally learning her lesson

shes on a one way
fast track journey
never looking back
a one way fast track
journey
never looking back
a one way journey
never looking back
shes on that journey

c.macginnis
a song more than a poem.

He Loves Me

He Loves me

He loves me
He loves me not
picking the petals
they float aimlessly
into a nestled spot.

Eyes of fire
lips inspire
world full of liars
you lift me higher

The only luck i've had
is when i found you
for the world we live
together to me is true.

hand in hand
you an i will venture this land
eyes to eyes
we realize the worlds plastic disguise

How could i have realized
what would happen at my own demise
how could i have cried
at losing who wasn't mine.
Now i sit, laughing a bit
at how life turned around
smacked me in shock on the ground
for you i have found
my life has meaning, it is a silent sound
love i have discovered

love different than a mothers
for you are my one and only
the butterflies flutter.

He loves me not
he loves me
is the last petal i picked
knowing this was it.

worth fighting for,
battle scars, and troubled lures.
i fought, now i am yours.
petals floating aimlessly, he loves me
hits the floor.

As this life we live together
opening up a new door.
I turned the knob,
your controlling the hinges
breaking the jam, with a sledgehammer in hand.
i will get in, and you will admit.
you love me.
flowers never lie.

He loves me
He loves me not
picking the petals
they float aimlessly
into a nestled spot.
left to wither
with a solemn choice
left with a mouth and voice
nothing to say
not today
rather than
he loves me.

C.MacGinnis
12/13/10

I-95

I-95
09/17/10

It was a trip written for the books
with the long hours, and the loving looks.
hearing the semi's fly on by
keeping the peace with our little guy.

Stopped at the fast food
of a strange little town
unsure if we should sit and eat
or drive and scarf it down.

looking for a hotel
seemed like a task
stick to shanty motels
is more than we could ask.

Passenger is telling her love
slow down, we're almost there
no need to get into a wreck
or another car door scare.

Driver laughs in good humor
at the passengers concern
for she always has something to say
how far to go, and which way to turn.

We spent this trip together
never to stop and think
of all the bad things that used to get us down
we left them at the Hudson river in Albany.

I learned so much of who you are
and why i love you so
i learned how much i wanted you
and how our relationship shines like gold.

Maybe down the line
we will make another trip
maybe we will find
a route that will stick.
We will venture once again
in a year or so thats it.
and when we do
i know its true
you and i like a puzzle
we fit..on our journey's
on our adventures of this
little road trip.

-Crystal MacGinnis

Radiant Romance

Radiant Romance
C.MacGinnis

It started with turbulence
unsure which step to take
in this alluring dance.
unsure of the actions i should make
with this loving trance.

Finally free from
loneliness
finally found you
in the midst of
a radiant romance
the stars are as bright as us.

Happiness is easy
when I'm with you.
the world revolves
at the same tempo
my heart beats are true.

Taking a step
towards a better life
taking a leap
never ending this
incredible fight
for love in life.

You had a bad time
with the ones before
always underestimating
what you have in store.

You found me now,
by your side i am proud
this dance is picking up beat
and were heading for the moon
in the stars we meet.

spinning wildly
into a unknown future
knowing we will be with each other
has closed all my past sutures
its you and me now
lets start this breakdown.

Finally free from
loneliness
finally found you
in the midst of
a radiant romance
the stars are as bright as us.
the moon shines for us.

Your as bright as the sun,
now its our turn to have the fun.
and escape this treacherous place together
with a fast paced run.
its you and me now
lets start this breakdown.

8/13/10

I'm Thinkin' of You.

Its a beautiful night
and I'm thinkin' of you
that moon's shinin' bright
and I'm thinkin' of you
couple clouds in sight
all the stars put up a fight
and I'm thinkin' of you

summers night fervency
works its way right through me
i wish i was holdin' you tight
cause I'm thinkin' of you tonight.

memories i choose to play in my mind
remind me of a peaceful time
a time when all the world was fine
if even for that moment
when i saw it in your eyes
that you wanted to be mine.
the fireworks, in the pouring rain,
on the fourth of July.
another warm summer night,
and I'm thinkin' of you.

I hear my feet against the road
making a sound of easy going pursuit
knowing that no matter where i go
the rhythm would stay the same.
because its a beautiful night
and I'm thinkin' of you.

lets take this path
heads forward, aggressive and ready
take this world by the horns
and tell the unbelievers to shove it.
tired of what they have to offer
when all i really see
is the man who stands with a purpose
right directly in front of me

Its a beautiful night
and I'm thinkin' of you
that moons shinin' bright
and I'm thinkin' of you
a couple of clouds in sight
makes for a inspiring sight
stars puttin' up a fight
and I'm thinkin' of you.

7/22/10
C.MacGinnis

Manipulative con.

Manipulative Con.

Managing your thoughts
into believing she's true.
she contradicts herself
into feel brand new.
she will make sure you never forget her name
by making known to you
what she will never change.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..

You have a skill in your performance
always putting on a show
never sure who is watching
but it only matters if they are
willing to give you more.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..

Going around like a tornado
always changing your image
always skipping your path
always destroying everyone
who wasn't fit to pass.
your tests.

Image is everything
next to material
what would it take for
her to be real?
a drastic occurrence
a slap in the face
she needs to decide
what her fangs want to taste.
it's like looking into
the evil eyes of Medusa
make haste. make haste.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..

Your an old spool of thread
ready to eradicate
wrapped around yourself
with no one left to cripple
no more trades with the devil.
nothing left to possess..
leaving nothing simple.
until then, in case your hungry
the name brand baby food is on aisle 4.
bring a name brand bib
in case you dribble all over the floor.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..

Take what you think you have accomplished
with all of these suppressed people
take all this excitement
cast it out of your thick pampered head.
shoot it until it's dead.

Making a bad image
for women alike
making us look like
a poison in the night
your game is so clear
and your mind is so lost.
find yourself first
before you think your the boss.
you know nothing.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..


Your spool is unraveling
pretty soon it will be gone.
when it is, take all that you have learned
and think of all the mistakes you made for fun.
i am sure it will amount to a third degree burn.
In which the scars will never fade.
BY then all the people you have hurt
will make it into your inconsiderate mind
everyday..a torturous pay for your services.

Manipulative con,
take a walk
so far away, your name
will be only muttered in a crows caw ..
Manipulative con,
this battle was lost
you had him for a little while
now all hope for you is gone.
Manipulative con, from one woman
well to a girl
you did a swell job of ruining how
a lot of men, see the women in this world..

Do us a favor, keep your mouth shut
do us a favor, there is plenty of tools
so take a look for someone as vain as you..
then you know, their mind is an open canvas brand new.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..
your game is at its demise.
there is no where left to run.

7/7/10
C.MacGinnis