Heart Pound Breakdown

Heart Pound Breakdown
1/22/13

Rest assured my dear
I love the sound of
your hearts cadence
The boom..boom..pound
break down

Didn't think I could
Didn't think I would
be found.

Started off as an
incomplete circle
Now its spinning around
As I am floating on a cloud

Don't care to come back
down to the ground
I'll keep my ear
on your chest
making a song
singing along
to your heart pound
breakdown

Innocent Connection

Innocent Connection
Written by: Crystal Mac

Moon surrenders softly
to a midnight kiss
grab my face
make me feel like this

The Moon is watching
ever so slightly
a barrier unraveled
grab me ever so tightly
let our minds travel

allow me to access your thoughts
allow you to access mine
a bond that can't be bought
no limits on time
seem to be finding what I sought
I don't need you
I want to just want you

No expectations,drama
or unnecessary stress
I am so excited
to see where this goes next
An innocent connection
displayed at its best.
12/26/12

Too Tightly Bound
By: Crystal MacGinnis
11/19/12

Systematically I feel like a failure
so much easier to just lay here
stop the moment of being defeated
for the moment stopped
descry the sound that is not in your ear
the sound you cannot hear
only felt can the sound be clear
I'll find it

Electrifying tunnels
Walloping wind spells
turning around
craving to be found
searching for that sound
in a small desolate town

Presuming my mind
is where it needs to be
feeling the harmony of your destiny
resonating louder
sing along with me
to this unheard melody

Pick the locks off these chains
weighing me down
too tightly bound
disregard them on the ground
let them rust in the malicious silence

Adjacent to my heart
remote from my mind
I feel the sound
I'll feel it more with time
ticking the tock of this
day to day grind
searching to take
whats waiting to be mine
anticipate spreading my wings
visualizing the journey
from darkness to effulgent light

Listen for it...
the melody is not in your ear
the harmony you cannot expose
when your soul caresses the sounds ambition
It will become crystal clear
you will then know you have to
Shake off the silence,
cast away the fright
I am getting my running start
ready to take this flight
towards the sound that embraces my life.

Lyrical Nonsense

Lyrical nonsense
is my forte
There are so many things
I don't know how to say

I gave it a try
your an excellent guy
true to yourself
no need to lie

I formed some
feelings
within our
sexual healing
my mind you've been stealing
so recent and strong

I didn't know
I wasn't sure
if what I wanted
was with-in your cure
however, it didn't feel wrong.
You are what I want.

I am enticed
and I need to know more
I want to be a good woman to you
don't show me the door..

I am young, yet mature
I am crazy, and unsure
I know a connection
when I feel it
like a soft influence
drifting to your brain
for a moment you feel no pain
insane, untamed.

Why make it complicated
why worry about what we can't control
cant we form something
before we make it cold.

Yes I am bold,
forward and honest..
but you'd never have to worry about me
not being modest..

loyal, and genuine
before you I sit
take another hit, relax,
don't let it go out
you don't have me quite figured out
another kiss with no tricks
don't pass this up so quick.

11/2012

Relinquish Me

Relinquish me
let me go..
run fast
be like all the others
that can't administer me
no no no flee.
Its as routine
as the breaths
I take to breathe.

Anyone can write a love song
everyone can sing along
however love isn't what I want to be singing
its the happiness that follows that  I 've been missing.
Its the impracticable that keeps stinging.

lonely evenings
find me screaming
for anyone, anything, anytime
release my conviction
from the dungeon I built
torturous thoughts
consume my blood
drain me
dry dry dry

It is commonplace giving all that I can
never satisfied with out my heart
in my hand..
go ahead drop it in the sand.
I'll scourer this earth
for a new place to land
find my space..
now I am just sick of my own face.
fade fade fade

What now?
Where can I find
whatever it is I search?
like a unattainable pot of gold
at the end of a rainbow
always wanting
always reaching
never grasping
lose lose lose
lost

Love lost, friends gone
how is it I am always so wrong
why do you take from my soul
like a buffet table in a full room
I am not your meal to consume
I am not your sanity to resume
don't pretend
leave me be
leave me be
relinquish me.
-Crystal MacGinnis
 4/21/12

Fast Track

Fast Track
1/19/11

This is a story
about a girl
who never cared
about the world

she never thought
of the pain
she cause the people
standing in her rain

consequences
never mattered
and the girl
never cared to bother

shes on a one way
fast track journey
never looking back
a one way
fast track journey
never looking back

a story of a girl
who gave him her world
he bruised the very thought
and it never mattered
and the girl
never cared to bother

shes on a one way
fast track journey
never looking back
a one way fast track
journey
never looking back

that girl learned
how to be a woman
never taking no
as an answer
she took all her chances
make due with circumstances
finally learning her lesson

shes on a one way
fast track journey
never looking back
a one way fast track
journey
never looking back
a one way journey
never looking back
shes on that journey

c.macginnis
a song more than a poem.

He Loves Me

He Loves me

He loves me
He loves me not
picking the petals
they float aimlessly
into a nestled spot.

Eyes of fire
lips inspire
world full of liars
you lift me higher

The only luck i've had
is when i found you
for the world we live
together to me is true.

hand in hand
you an i will venture this land
eyes to eyes
we realize the worlds plastic disguise

How could i have realized
what would happen at my own demise
how could i have cried
at losing who wasn't mine.
Now i sit, laughing a bit
at how life turned around
smacked me in shock on the ground
for you i have found
my life has meaning, it is a silent sound
love i have discovered

love different than a mothers
for you are my one and only
the butterflies flutter.

He loves me not
he loves me
is the last petal i picked
knowing this was it.

worth fighting for,
battle scars, and troubled lures.
i fought, now i am yours.
petals floating aimlessly, he loves me
hits the floor.

As this life we live together
opening up a new door.
I turned the knob,
your controlling the hinges
breaking the jam, with a sledgehammer in hand.
i will get in, and you will admit.
you love me.
flowers never lie.

He loves me
He loves me not
picking the petals
they float aimlessly
into a nestled spot.
left to wither
with a solemn choice
left with a mouth and voice
nothing to say
not today
rather than
he loves me.

C.MacGinnis
12/13/10