Manipulative con.

Manipulative Con.

Managing your thoughts
into believing she's true.
she contradicts herself
into feel brand new.
she will make sure you never forget her name
by making known to you
what she will never change.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..

You have a skill in your performance
always putting on a show
never sure who is watching
but it only matters if they are
willing to give you more.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..

Going around like a tornado
always changing your image
always skipping your path
always destroying everyone
who wasn't fit to pass.
your tests.

Image is everything
next to material
what would it take for
her to be real?
a drastic occurrence
a slap in the face
she needs to decide
what her fangs want to taste.
it's like looking into
the evil eyes of Medusa
make haste. make haste.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..

Your an old spool of thread
ready to eradicate
wrapped around yourself
with no one left to cripple
no more trades with the devil.
nothing left to possess..
leaving nothing simple.
until then, in case your hungry
the name brand baby food is on aisle 4.
bring a name brand bib
in case you dribble all over the floor.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..

Take what you think you have accomplished
with all of these suppressed people
take all this excitement
cast it out of your thick pampered head.
shoot it until it's dead.

Making a bad image
for women alike
making us look like
a poison in the night
your game is so clear
and your mind is so lost.
find yourself first
before you think your the boss.
you know nothing.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..


Your spool is unraveling
pretty soon it will be gone.
when it is, take all that you have learned
and think of all the mistakes you made for fun.
i am sure it will amount to a third degree burn.
In which the scars will never fade.
BY then all the people you have hurt
will make it into your inconsiderate mind
everyday..a torturous pay for your services.

Manipulative con,
take a walk
so far away, your name
will be only muttered in a crows caw ..
Manipulative con,
this battle was lost
you had him for a little while
now all hope for you is gone.
Manipulative con, from one woman
well to a girl
you did a swell job of ruining how
a lot of men, see the women in this world..

Do us a favor, keep your mouth shut
do us a favor, there is plenty of tools
so take a look for someone as vain as you..
then you know, their mind is an open canvas brand new.

Manipulative con
i see what you've done
i see who you hurt
for the excitement
and fun..
your game is at its demise.
there is no where left to run.

7/7/10
C.MacGinnis

For the World's Sake.

For the World's Sake.

Cascading into my mind
pouring down outside
to stop the evil of time
for a moment
would be divine.

Take in the air
the world around us
listen to the music
nature supplies us.

A possibility arises
to see through daily devises
to see through the moments that hide us
and become who we always we're.
appreciating the universe
and all its worth.

Pounding endlessly
or though it seems
drowning out all that is
untrue, and mean
hitting the scorching earth
creating some steam.
all of us working against each other,
when we should be like the rain
and work as a team.

One drop alone,
will get no where.
no one cares.
add a million to that one,
and it creates pools, and puddles
reflecting the sun..
food for greenery.
keeping this worlds vegetation growing on.
that raindrop couldn't have done it alone.

Take the initiative, find out who your neighbor is
work as a whole human race
desire to be alone is making our species a disgrace
so push out that taste
reveal your saddened face
and start working together
in this lifetimes pace.
For the world's sake.

Take in the air
the world around us
listen to the music
nature supplies us.
For the world's sake.
make this ride worth the wake.

7/2/10
C.MacGinnis

i am not to fear.

here i am, sitting here
you'd think the connection
was crystal clear
you'd think my intentions
are not to fear
but i am wrong

i walk this path
waiting for something
i walk this road
my heart beat is pumping
tired of putting everything i am
into something that ends up
falling through the cracks of my hands.

i see the pain your mind inflicts
i see the time you waste on this.
i see that you don't see who i am
or who i'd be in the world you seek.

i have tried my entire life
i have tried for all things
i felt we're right
i have been pushed aside
too many times
so here i sit
the idea is clear
your smoking it up
and it isn't me you should fear.
find me a heart ache
and ill know it well.
you won't let me help you
pull you out of this hell.

here i am, sitting here
you'd think the connection
was crystal clear
you'd think my intentions
are not to fear
but i am wrong.

-C.MacGinnis
6/17/10

Light as a Feather

Light as a Feather

Cascade into me
show me all that you know
grasp my body tight
keep me impervious
through the dead of
night

Concentrate my soul
only rays of purity
the verity of who we used to be
the fact of who we're meant to be.
maybe we're meant to be together.
for our sanity.

Harmonious adventures
seek us pleasure
Extraordinary we are
light as a feather.

Irrevocable before i met you
unsure of what to do
Now you have fallen in with me
into the land we have brought light to.

Let's reside here blissfully
never worried about worldly things
never wondering what each other thinks
only realizing having one another
is a dive into bona fide ecstasy.

Harmonious adventures
seek us pleasure
Extraordinary we are
light as a feather.

6/4/10
C.MacGinnis

Vagrant

I don't want to be a vagrant
tired of people considering me a burden.
always the first to answer when you call
always the last to get an answer, when i call.

resorted to small self indulgences
resorted to hopping this privacy fence
guarding life's pleasures
wash and dry my soul
like a pair of dirty pants.

a lot of times
i feel alone in this world
with nothing to count on.
constantly being let down
by people i relied on.

I am afraid of being alone
tired of feeling this way
venture into the sun
into another day
finding the words to say
to describe this hurt
this feeling of neglect
this tiring world is wrecked

i am a nuisance,
feeling like a vagrant
hoping things turn around
praying life's battles turn upside down
wishing a few occurrences in my life
would work out
for my benefit

trying harder is what i must do
trying hard is the only way to prove
to anyone, i am no beggar
i am not your burden
i am not your obligation
i am a human being, living with you in this saddened nation
finding my life going in a strange direction
waiting for karma rotation

i deserve a chance at this life
i need to try harder
keep my head up, and lock in my sights.
i know i shine, and i refuse to allow my own mind
to dim my own light.

I don't want to be a vagrant
tired of people considering me a burden.
I will fight these curses
and when its all over
these memories of hard times
will be sacred.

5/12/10
C.MacGinnis

The Search

The Search

Not sure anymore, uncertain of my choices
behind each closed door
Find me lying on the floor
seeking answers in the grains of dirt
surrounding my head, my back is sore.

Which way do i wander
Where do i lay my troubled mind
to slumber?

Reached a point of counting numbers,
until the end of time, for mankind
maybe then i will find the answers,
i long to intertwine with my life.

Figuring out if i am worth your time, his time, anyones time.
No one can fight life's battles alone
I have been trying to for so long, and i'm tired.
i try to escape my thoughts with the only solace i have anymore
in the debths of my writing and songs.

Life is trying to finish me off, end this suffering,
similar to prey thats been hunted,
tell me i can't and i will,
traveling through life
searching endlessly for
something thats real.
something to feel.

-C.MacGinnis
5/12/10